December 29, 2008

Rest in Peace

Rest in Peace, Leroy Kilgore, Dad, PawPaw. A wonderful man was laid to rest today. He's now an angel watching over all of us. He will be missed. Rest in Peace.

December 25, 2008

Wanna know how to piss a kitty off real quick??? This is how "grinch kitty" tried to steal Christmas! LOL!

Family Pic

Hey... I just realized that I didn't post our family picture... Here goes...
Isn't this just the cutest puppy ever??? He's my best buddy! He knows when I'm sad and when I'm happy. He knows my crazy emotions better than any one human being could ever attempt!
Okay... so the song is kinda lame to be singing to my dog... but, I still like the song!

It's a Beautiful Day????

I question myself today. I question many thoughts that run through my head today. I want to be greatful for the family that I have... I want to Thank God for the things that I've been blessed with. AND then, I remember that my bff's father has passed away. It makes me feel guilty. I know that Dad was taken from us so they he would be taken out of his suffering state and brought to a much brighter place. But, it still hurts my soul.... for Kari... for her family. How do you possibly celebrate the birth of Christ when someone you loved so dearly was taken? How dare me to question my emotions? Who do I think I am? I can't even imagine what they are going through. I know what emotions are running through me right now. I wish that I could take some of her pain. I pray that her pain subsides... soon.

December 23, 2008


here goes... emotions are flowing!!!! I hate that I hate coming home. I love my husband with everything inside of me. I love my son as much! I miss them when I'm not with them. BUT... I come home and the kitchen is a mess; someone is complaining about something; someone is on the computer... doing nothing; kitty litter stinks; trash everywhere; socks on the floor; and on and on and on. I work A LOT of hours so that THEY have a roof over their head and groceries to eat. THEY would be the teenagers that reside in our home. They pay rent when they feel like it. They don't buy groceries. I've given Krissi and Cody until January 15 to straighten up or get out -- doesn't appear that she's going to straighten out, so I guess they are planning on moving. Then there's Josh... poor thing has to sleep in the kitchen. I have no where else to put him. I cry myself to sleep almost every night. They don't care. They don't care that the only thing that Kevin and I fight about is the shit that they do. Anthony and Kevin... the only sane people in my family.... ~grin~ that's not sayin much! I hope everyone is lookin forward to a happy Christmas with their family.

December 18, 2008

Straight No Chaser

OMG! Check these guys out!

December 16, 2008

My Curriculum Family

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Christmas Train
Hey guys...... anyone interested in going to check this out??? I think we're planning a trip for Monday evening. Sounds like a lot of fun!

pics of the kiddos

Family Pics

We had so much fun taking these pics the other day at the park. Cortney did a fabulous job on them! Some I took myself, but most of them she did for us. I'll be making a post from Smilebox with all of the pics.


So, I'm trying my best to figure this thing out! I just feel that if I can figure out how to create a myspace and everything works smoothly on it... I should be able to figure this blogging thing out too! Wish me luck!

11:08 a.m. - I am still working on this. It just makes sense to me to have a blog rather than a myspace. My mom would be able to go check on us periodically without logging in or anything. It would be easy enough that she could do! I don't know... I'm just going to keep playing!